Truthfully

Truthfully, I miss you. A lot. And it hurts that you don't care or notice. And I really just want to get over you and move on, but that takes time. And people think it doesn't, which is all the more frustrating.

Truthfully, it's scary that I'm not nervous for finals. My mind was done with school back at Thanksgiving, so finals could be really bad. I need to learn to like school again.

Truthfully, I don't want a couple of my friends to go on missions because I'll miss them too much. But please, don't get me wrong, I'm totally proud of them and of what they are doing!

Truthfully, I like my new driver's license picture. It's a good one, which never happens!

Truthfully, it doesn't feel like Christmas yet. Maybe it needs to snow. Maybe I listened to Christmas music too early so I'm desensitized to it now. Maybe I should go Christmas shopping. Maybe I should watch Christmas movies and decorate my apartment.

Truthfully, I love Divine Comedy. I love laughing...and glow sticks.

Truthfully, I really want to do a study abroad. I want to travel to different places. I want to get out of this country and see things in a different way. I want to experience life at its fullest.

Truthfully, I just want to sew all day long. I want to finish all of my projects. I want to feel the relaxation and enjoyment that it brings.

Truthfully, I want to accept things that are happening. I don't want to feel weak.

Truthfully, I want to know why talking about feelings is so taboo.

Truthfully, I love cheesy Christmas movies. All cheesy movies, actually.

Truthfully, I can't wait for January 2nd, when the new Pretty Little Liars season starts.

Truthfully, I don't know how to end this post. So....the end.